Being Real: Spiritually Speaking

Being Real: Spiritually Speaking


Being real, spiritually speaking, being
real, and you know we hear that term a lot, be real. And oh my God, like
so many things, it means different things to different people. Being real to some
people means, man, just be yourself. Be real even if it’s raw and yucky, just be
real. And you know that’s like being real annoying or being real egotistic. So you
know that’s just ignorant people they don’t really know what else is available
so they just say well since you know we don’t really know but being capital are
real is let’s just settle for any form of being real or authentic even if it’s
not your higher self or real self so it doesn’t make sense to be real if you’re
not your real self because you’re being real but you’re being falsely real and
that’s not authentic obviously and this is going to maybe sample like tongue
tongue-twisters but just hang in there the bottom line is there’s falsely real
which is lowercase are real of course but you know falsely real the
egotistical and and that means just venting and blurting I mean basically
you know you can say no I think people should be really even if it’s unhealthy
but you know just think of some of the more gruesome things that have happened
on planet earth and if we say you know Hitler in his nut cases I’m sorry Nazis
I’m sorry you know that’s my humor but you know Nazi just means to not see not
see what’s real not see the truth of god so if Hitler and his people you know his
followers are doing what they’re doing and they’re saying hey this is just
being real man we’re just being cool we’re just this us this is just us you
know do your own thing don’t judge us we’re just being real you know you’d
have to be really deeply in illusion and deeply in denial to think that that’s
okay so come on guys let’s be real about this so we’re not talking about that
we’re talking about being real a bit more authentically and spiritually real
and then the absolute capital a absolute real capital R is what God created us to
be only the I M only God only Christ is
real are the absolute and you and I are that
Christ’s presence we’re made in the image of God we are God’s children and
it’s just a matter of time that people will remember who they are going back to
real you know I have DVDs and things like that on real versus illusion you
can watch those there’s some that maybe are free on YouTube and on Facebook but
also on my website I have video sets that cover these things reality and
illusion and all that so you’re welcome to check that out but for now just look
at this idea that you know there’s there’s the falsely real the ego which
is not real at all there’s the God which is absolute
reality God I mean it’s absolute the real us the divine us well those of us
watching a video like this are likely people that are neither those two
extremes but somewhere in the middle which is where you real really you need
to be but in this middle group there’s many variations there’s just now
awakening to being real to the real self and then there’s you know much further
along the path way up at the top of that path you know you know masters of
various sorts could be me could be you whomever’s really really coming along
and and developing that comfort with being real and then there’s people that
are just starting to get that idea you know god I want to wake up man I want to
I want to know what love is no sorry I wouldn’t bizarre isn’t it you know I
want to know who I really am I I I want to be healthier I want to treat myself
with love and respect you know self-worth it’s just beautiful
so any of this is really going to be good any of this middle group it’s it’s
good it’s good for a salt now how to get to that middle group how to shift from
the lower end of that metal group to higher ends that’s that’s what we’re
talking about now and that’s where you know you could say that rubber meets the
road spiritually because I had a client who said you know my partner is I’m
going to use the term so that I’m not too specific high
echelon spirituality a teacher of sorts or you know some high name I don’t want
to use the name for that particular thought system but a high low ranking
person in a particular thought system and yet this person said you know we got
a divorce because this person was the other person was the high ranking person
was clearly had a sex addiction and so on some issues you know now the reason I
even mentioned what kind of addiction is because in by some people’s standards to
to be spiritual and yet have it seems to be one of the most one of that is one of
the most opposite types of addictions you know any addictions going to be
really equally distracting to us when we’re trying to raise our level to
conscious of consciousness to the highest level but you know to have such
a strange or mundane or or whatever you know type of an addiction certainly
being a full-blown addict wouldn’t look much better of course we all know that
but I’m just saying that you’re in a partnership so it exacerbates the
problem because you’re in a partnership and you’re doing a lot of things that
are not congruent not in alignment not honest so it all gets very interesting
because we’re gonna say I’m spiritual and yet act a certain way now what’s
happening is and and by the same token there’s a lot of people we meet them in
Sedona you know but all over the world and they you know they do this like oh
I’m meditating three hours a day now and I mean lots of these kinds of people I
fast or I’m very vegan and organic and so on and so on and yet I don’t think
you know probably 99% of them that’s how extreme this is maybe ninety
nine percent have no clue that whatever they’re doing isn’t real they’re still
doing versus being they’re doing even people that say I’m holding absolute
silence meditating I am sitting in stillness is
still doing you’re still forcing we’re insisting on being still when you’re
being still what I love about people that are more authentic and real and
again this is the little bit of the primal real not the illusionary false
real but there’s two sides even in the middle group there’s two halves of us
where we you know we have to work on both halves there’s being real in that
middle group the awakening of us there’s being real about our wounds that’s not
the false that’s those are the people that ignore their wounds the real people
the middle group that are awakening well they were having to be real about wounds
and limitations and yet real also about their desire to connect with spirit but
there’s groups out there that go I am part of that awakening group I’m real
man I’m meditating all the time and yet they stuffed the wounds they try to
ignore the wounds when they’re meditating
there’s imagery that comes to mind of hurts and unhealed wounds and whatever
coming to them and they try to push it away because they are trying to be
masters of holding their Center but that’s not how it’s done that’s one
technique that has its own purpose but that’s not real that’s not real
awakening so so let me explain the differences guys when we’re real we sit
and we compassionately we do go into silence but in the silence yeah in early
stages which for some people they do for ten lifetimes because they still don’t
get it but in early stages you do go through a
period where it’s kind of you know where you I got man I don’t want to think
about any of the past I’m going to try to hold my concentration and that is
just what I just called it concentration exercise even though they’re calling it
meditation it isn’t it is one branch one building block is a better term for
meditation just concentration I’m learning to hold
my mind still and it’s absolutely essential it’s just you’re not supposed
to spend 10 lifetime trying to figure that out or even ten years just learn
the essentials of okay here we go and you drop in then if you want to think of
nothing else then okay fine work on that exercise that technique
which I won’t go into specifics on but just stay with that but another thing
that’s important even if you do get the concentration down you’re still going to
have to come back to this other bit that I’m describing which is you Center your
centering not to be rid of everything by pushing it back you Center so that you
become strong enough to handle when that stuff comes in if all you ever do is
push away the stuff you’re still doing not being you learn instead to Center
this is why a Course in Miracles its its method of do using meditation techniques
is really not typical meditation it doesn’t do those things I’m just
describing that are off that are not really as helpful as people think it’s
techniques if you look at the workbook lessons it’s version of meditation is a
bit different it’s about getting connected I mean it’s like plug you in
baby like it’s different but I won’t come into all that either all I’m saying
is that there are a few systems very few but few systems that endorse sitting
still and allowing what may to be you know hello it may just here it comes and
then a thought of this old wound and this resentment and this unhealed stuff
and instead of going stop you know back you let it come in so you notice their
only reason it could be coming is because it needs blessed or forgiving or
learn from or something so you see it you go oh you know so sorry about that
experience for us I wish we had learned the easy way bless you I send you to God
I’m not seeing not I’m not pushing them away I’m not running from them I’m not
shutting him up in my all you’re doing when you do that other
technique is you’re postponing you’re just prolonging the whole healing
process so instead we sit and you let them come what you might want to do is
learn to just hold still when you decide to when you say okay today is going to
be a concentration exercise and you hold an you hold you know nothing comes in
you don’t let anything in but other days it’s to say today I’m going to do my
meditation and I’m allowing the Holy Spirit really to be in charge of this
instead of me because the the me that I associate or identify with is the one
that will not know the highest good even if I think I do that’s just typical of
the ego I probably know better than God so what you do is you realize I want to
surrender to my mother the divine mother and say mother what would you have me do
today Holy Spirit of God what would you have me do and you know you can say
today today I’m going to spend some time in meditation and you show me any images
that are not healed because if I heal those I become further further into the
light then I mean one forgiveness is worth a hundred meditations honestly a
thousand meditations if meditation is only sitting there holding your brain
you know unactive and still it’s probably worth ten thousand meditations
because in the meditation you know you can be going I’m calming that’s nice I
hope you’re calmer now in my meditation I see colors ooh aren’t you special in
in my meditation if my if I do my forgiveness meditation and I don’t mean
it’s it’s like a brand of meditation I’m trying to promote any good meditation
can be a forgiveness meditation meaning if stuff comes in and you forgive it you
just made it into a forgiving meditation I’m really just trying to draw the line
between the absolute nothing type which has its place for learning concentration
for calming and so on I get all that I’m saying that there’s one type of
meditation that is quantum leaps further then standard standard where I’m saying
I’m doing nothing but being quiet you’re actually doing something you’re shutting
out things that could come in for healing inadvertently I’m not saying all
meditations do that but many people doing meditations think that that’s what
you’re supposed to be doing if an image comes to mind in any any any form of
meditation it’s coming to mind for a reason guys it’s surfacing because when
you meditate you’re learning to clear layers aren’t you you’re learning to
clear layers of the ego self or human self you’re kind of you know clearing or
cleansing you know it’s kind of like fasting or or you know when you do
certain kinds of fasts what you’re doing there’s specific kinds I won’t you know
name them but there’s specific kinds that you eat certain things then you
fast for a while in Nadi when you’re not eating you can take some nutrients that
help accentuate what the fast is doing instead of just fasting which is fine
you imagine doing a cleanse where you’re saying well okay I’m fasting but while
my system is somewhat emptied of food why don’t I go ahead and take certain
you know certain other ingredients certain nutrients that would actually
scrape and cleanse the the plaque off the walls of the colon or the arteries
or whatever you know that’s like that’s like an extra added something to that
you know to that cleanse well meditation is like that when we
still our mind is like stealing our stomach emptying our stomach the stomach
and the other systems start working and getting kind of reset to healthy Center
meditation is to reset to healthy Center so you’re going into meditation and
you’re clearing stuff but stuffs gonna surface so when you’re doing a food
cleanse typically you start to fill you know maybe a headache that’s not a bad
thing it’s it’s part of the cleanse headaches could be anything from plaque
and things you know cleansing out of the system it could be Candida that are
dying and they tend to be a little pissed off when they’re dying
if a person has excessive yeast or Candida in their system it doesn’t
really like being told go away you know it’s like
a version of the Eco kind of locking in right so that’s what that’s what we’re
talking about here it’s just there’s a cleanse and meditation does that but
meditation whether it’s a passive type and of name pops and an image pops in
instead of no back off holding Center no don’t do that guys if it pops up use it
or if you’re doing more active you know sense of I’m meditating and I’m open not
just one slips in I’m open holy spirit you decide and they may come in a little
more consistently actively images names you know I’m not saying you have to turn
up the volume and you know do 10 per second or there’s no putting a limit or
a number to it just allowing and what you’ll find is there’s a point where you
clear these people you clear these people but you’re clearing them with
love and forgiveness remember forgiveness means you see the
people and you in a nutshell say I refuse to hate you I’m willing to learn
you know first it’s like identifying that they’re there oh there you are I
see you okay apparently you’re necessary here today and I refuse to hate you I’m
willing to learn my part of whatever was involved in this experience we had and
lastly and I’m going to affirm that in you there is a light made in God’s image
no matter how much harm you may have done in the past I’m not saying it’s
okay that you did it I’m not encouraging that you do it again I’m not seeing you
don’t yeah forgiveness is not enabling so it’s I don’t hate you or not I don’t
hate you I refuse to age because I’m tempted to sometimes right I refuse to
hate you I’m gonna learn what I can which is what and see if something comes
to mind what can I learn from this hmm don’t try to be intellectualized about
it what can I learn and you can ask the Holy Spirit if nothing comes to mind and
brief time let it go move on and yeah because I know I’ve learned on some
level I can move on I refuse to hate you learn and I affirm there’s a light made
in God’s image that is in your being and I would like to see it if it’s there
but if I don’t that’s fine I’m releasing you to be that light that’s all that’s
what you can do briefly with those images names you know that come up that
pop up okay now on another note as a sort of past the halfway point and what
I’m sharing here today a great part of what I’m trying to get across is that we
you know we’re looking at I want to get out of this doing even meditators are
unconsciously if they’re meditating but they’re unconsciously still doing and so
I want to slip into that being more well here’s how we do that
you’ll learn to say hey okay hold it one second in the core of my being I am
awakening I’m becoming more spiritual no denying that I have love for God I have
a greater love of myself I love respect for myself and I have a
greater love and respect for other people that’s why you need to know
you’re growing if it’s closer to God closer to self closer to others that’s
the recipe right there that’s that’s the ingredients so go for it
that you’ll be confident that you’re do becoming a better person just because
somebody says I meditate three hours just because they wear certain clothes
you know garb to say look at me I’m in one piece you know white garment and
whatever you know I’m of this and by that by titles I’m an author I’m a
spiritual teacher I get paid to be this and that doesn’t mean anything the
criteria like I said are you becoming a better person to you know and closer to
God itself and others another way to look at that and to say that is as
follows when we look at this we say to ourselves okay I see that I’m more and
more becoming meaning I’m living this I’m not talking it I’m not did you know
Buddha said did you know Jesus said and Jesus is coming back and Buddha’s Roma
go you know and on and on about quotes and and threats and about this and that
and you know and mother Mary’s watching you know all these things and I’m not
dissing any name there I’m saying how they present it is weird so you have all
these people telling you just like just like they’re promoting a politician
the spiritual teacher says and this book is holy and all this intense stuff okay
but they’re still talking about it what it comes down to like I said are you
closer to God self and others but it means are you living it so here’s how
you can test that I’m calling in God I’m calling and you know the the meaning
of this sacred book the Bible or whatever you whatever your thing is you
you affirm that thing that you believe in great
now are you talking about it like it’s a thing this is this is my Savior here
this is my book here are you talking about that thing or are you studying it
absorbing it which is called integrating which is to say into me it comes it’s
I’m integrating this and then watch I read it study it whatever I start
integrating the meanings I start absorbing them thinking about the
meditating on them and then before you know it you become you cannot go from
reading it to becoming it there’s no there’s no way to just jump from this to
this a to C or A to Z there’s no way to just jump oh oh I read this boom now I
am it it doesn’t work that way I read the materials I listen to the materials
I share the materials in whatever form I experience the materials and you know
you can hear something of great wisdom and go oh that’s
Wow okay nevermind and brush it off they can go one ear out the other you can not
even get in one ear hearing it doesn’t make you enlightenment enlightened
speaking it talking it preaching it nagging it to people doesn’t make you
enlightened it just it doesn’t so you have all your that’s all doing you have
all your doing learning and hearing it whatever that’s really cool but empty if
it stops there next what does that feel like what does it
feel like to if that’s true what does it mean not just I was told it is you know
it’s what does that mean this is where Buddha’s describes don’t just believe
something test it he means bring it inside and kind of check it out I don’t
mean check it out like a scrutinize it and doubt it I’m saying you check it out
meaning how does this there’s a saying we sometimes use people sometimes use
how does it grow corn you know how does it grow something how does it do
something applicable and so you sit with it you go yeah okay I’m getting it Wow
that Wow that was a major saying there you know that’s amazing when people say
have you heard about ascension oh how can I ascend you can’t just hear it and
go you want to ascend you have to be the consciousness of ascension you got
you’ve got to be a wonderful forgiving loving person if you can’t see light and
others you’re not going to become the light of ascension consciousness or if
you’re into ascended masters what good is that you get put pictures on their
wall and burn incense you know hey saint-germain thank you coo to me thank
you you know Archangels guys you can be into
angels and archangels it be a complete nutcase hypocrite rude person instead
integrating means so what if there are angels what if there are ascended
masters how would that make my life different in any way I wonder hmm and
then you go further how would I act if I were one of them and you start absorbing
that how would I act differently wow that seems like a tall order you know so
you might start with how would those beings act if they were on earth you
know and it gives it a little distance for you to be able to you know palpable
for you to be able to chew on that but go further then how would I apply it if
I were one of them an angel an archangel an ascended master whatever mmm how
would I how would I be different now mmm that’s pretty cool but you know it’s
still theoretical why because you have not applied it yet
now when you take it from mmm sublime peace joy God Archangel Michael and
whatever you’re into Jesus and whatever you feel to be sublime Holy Spirit God
cosmos whatever you can go wow guys that’s there’s not really that much
that’s Wow about that that’s just kind of cool
then you imagine being it cool and imagine living it very cool so it starts
with the studying yet that’s great then the the read then the applying it that
rather the you know feeling it you know like absorbing and integrating it is
part two integrating it but that includes seeing yourself applying it
seeing not applying seeing yourself applying it and living it that’s cool so
this whole part two is sort of like taking it from you know up here in the
upper chakras to the heart I see myself doing it I might be of benefits it
changes my heart and soul when I practice living this that’s very cool
then what’s the last step guys three application which takes it takes it all
the way to my lower chakras not lower bad lower chakras right down to the
human level right down it’s beautiful see if all you’re doing is talking it
you’re almost like just a new another religion and I’m not dissing religions
they’ve already dissed themselves by taking something and just talking about
it for thousands of years and you know causing harm and all the stuff that we
hear about that people don’t like I believe that all religions have a root
of good intention or love behind them they just got twisted around by egos by
humans I also believe all religions have helped you know people in different ways
at different times and I absolutely believe that all followers of varying
religions have many of them deep deep wonderful sincerity to them so that’s
beautiful a lot of followers not all I’m just saying I know every system love I
love seeing that the the truth man that’s
sparkle in the eyes of those that are real they don’t look bitter they don’t
look too scholarly and judgmental and opinionated you can just see it’s the
old people and a lot of times it’s the old not always old but sometimes I mean
the old can be better but I’m saying I’ve just seen in person and otherwise
you know but you know just God the old wisdom man just somebody with you know a
thousand wrinkles and a little smile that says you know I actually believe in
God wholeheartedly I would I would do anything my god who tell me to do I live
a good life I’m nice to people I believe in forgiving and I would help any other
human being no matter what race gender sexual preference or color or whatever
and those people are just amazing to me because they’re living it those people
are going to and have ascended into spirit to where they’re not having to
incarnate anymore it doesn’t mean they’re completely gone into you know
100 percent absorbed into God it means that they are done with the earth
evolution and they’re part of the cosmos now they’re working higher dimensions
and sometimes even as spirit guides to people so those people are gone and and
they’re gone before and long before some of the people that preach it and talk it
and wear it robes and whatever they do you know so that’s basically what I was
trying to say about that I hope you understand my point there you know so
the third step man is application so I’m calling it in I’m imagining being yet
feeling it and then I’m living it in the form of action if you fail at any one of
these it will it will basically cause a progressive problem if I miss the first
I can’t really get much of the second or the third way how am I going to live it
if I don’t even let it come to me let alone integrate it then I can’t live it
so if I fail at any higher level that’s going to ruin everything to follow you
know and at the same time even if they were all equally distributed some
if one you know sacrifices another it things aren’t going to work in other
words if one betrays another I can’t say I really believe in God and then my
actions betray it my actions are hypocritical meaning non
congruent incongruent to what I’m calling it
o welcome peace and joy and happiness God love wow thank you oh I feel it man
I’m feeling a shift in my being and you know and then get out my face you know
to some person get on my face jerk you know
oops I slipped let me go home and tonight you can do this at any time at
tonight any night you go and you make amends you can correct it so that you
don’t add to the baggage you have to work on you go and you correct it by
just basically I see what I had done and I was mistaken I was not coming from my
spiritual self which is my only real self I was coming from my ego for some
reason might I want to learn why are the reason it’s best if I am open to that to
say wow I was really trying to carry spirit today and then I got triggered
you know why well I was caught off guard you know you kind of reminded me to set
something a certain way or the certain words and it reminded me of somebody
that you know once upset me or hurt me and so I immediately went back to that
time it’s called a time you know digressing basically digressing to a
previous time so you know okay I’m I regressed to a hurt me and then I
reacted and got upset whether I verbalized it or not doesn’t matter if
it’s there it’s there so I see it then I own it it was mistaken and I give it to
God and you know it’s kind of like forgive me to that person we’re just in
your mind thank you for forgiving me just say it that way and then let it
peace live peacefully pass and then what do I want instead you know what I really
want is peace and joy in here then call that in after not doing it so well
giving that to God oops the application slipped today
I get it I own it I give it to God and I replace it with peace and love and I’m
good to go now start over the next day and you keep surrendering whether it’s
instantaneously or at the end of the day keep surrendering the things that don’t
go so well the times you slip because what that does is that’s going back to
applying the spirituality anyway see applying spirituality doesn’t mean
perfect behavior it means I’ll certainly come from a higher place more often but
it also means and when I slip I know what to do about it
never forget that okay keep this in mind I I really am ready for being and I
swear to god this this as it’s coming to me now this talk as it’s just coming to
me I just can tell you just taking this and making it into a system of living
would we would be far more advanced than most traditions and teachings out there
it’s not that inconsistent on some levels with with the others what I’m
describing is not something that’s different from a good sincere 12-step
practitioner I mean this is the same thing just different words but I’m
saying it may be more you know concisely clearly in some way hopefully I am and
it’s really not that different from true Buddhism from true application of A
Course in Miracles you know and yet there’s people out there oh I’ve read
the course for 20 years and they they hate everybody they judge they think
they’re superior you don’t know what you’re talking about
I read it more years than you it’s like going you know my god can beat up your
God I mean really haven’t you left you know second grade yet man some of these
spiritual people Course in Miracles people it’s really a trip kind of
amusing but it’s really just silly and you can let it go don’t don’t buy into
it don’t you know don’t pursue or envy people like that that are hypocritically
you know spiritual nothing to really respect to see if what it is and say you
know I get what they’re mirroring to me not for me
not today done with that idea I want to live the life I want to be the real deal
and you can do it without preaching it without naming it without calling it
this or that without it without it being associated or affiliated with any system
it’s kind of one of the most challenging things I think I’ve ever had in my life
this thing living the Christ life because people would like to have me you
know more in an organized system of some kind that people could belong to no I
you know it’s just not happening I’m just I’m just an apostle I’m just a
disciple or an apostle I’m just a teacher of God and you know and that’s
all and I’m teaching and there’s no name for it there’s no thing ISM and I know
that that’s not really the brightest thing in terms of today’s systems and
marketing you know you’re supposed to have everything really figured out and
call it something new that’s the first of all that’s not me but that’s not
actually the highest real way of doing it anyway so you know and and I always
defer to Christ consciousness to God you know what do I have to offer that you
can’t get from the Holy Spirit of Christ I mean I’m just a I think sincere
messenger of that of that meaning of God Christ and so on since your messenger of
it but I don’t claim to be able to say it in a better way than it God could
itself say I’m just a channel of it and I think it works for some people and I’m
glad that it works for so many people and that it’s worked for so many years
you know but it would be nothing if I didn’t explain this simple simple point
connecting with God it should change you in the way you treat and think of
yourself but also others and as I said towards that when I said I was starting
to close or the last thing I was going to share which was and I’m recapping
which was you know wow I studied these materials I need to integrate them but
I’m not done studying I’m not done god that’s foundational now I have to
integrate it even if I have a vision from God Wow aren’t you amazing such
brilliant light Oh angels Wow such beauty what good did that do me if I
don’t integrate it and then live it think about this guys I know it sounds
maybe almost blasphemous to some people but it’ll only be blasphemous to people
that are falsely living a thought system anyway because episode so I don’t care
it’s just this is the truth you can’t just read it but you can’t even see in
meditation or in a vision out you know with your eyes Wow look at the Angels
all these things would be great to see that’s why I don’t talk about a lot of
visions I just teach people will say well do you have visions you know yeah
dude do you know your past lives yeah I don’t talk that stuff because I don’t
want people coming and hanging around me because I had visions because I I can
tell you this or that all right all I was talking to Jesus yesterday I don’t
usually do things like that because I don’t want to use sales pitches either
people feel organically drawn to what I’m saying or they don’t you know some
people feel for the teacher they feel drawn to the teacher there is no teacher
I’m just this is an illusion I’m not you know you know I mean this is just a body
it’s just temporary vehicle through which I can channel but and that that
makes it valuable that I’m here because it’s a vessel to channel if I were gone
you wouldn’t hear the words coming through me at this point so this is
helpful at this time I get that and I accept accept that and I can you know
say thank you that that’s the case right now but you you know you can say thank
you to the teacher you can support my work thank you guys those of you who are
sponsors of my work I have a website called the foundation for Christ
consciousness it’s not a religion or anything you can join it’s just me it’s
might me I’m sitting here this is this is the foundation for Christ
consciousness what I teach is the foundation for Christ and I could have
called it the michaelmi rad ministry well it is my ministry why don’t I call
it that because I don’t want you to pay Michael’s ministry I want you to support
the foundation for Christ consciousness which is the vehicle of my ministry you
see but look at the metaphor it’s play words when you say I support the
foundation for Christ consciousness what does it mean it means forget that
there’s an existing you know spiritual name or whatever an organization called
that what I’m supporting what I’m supporting is the foundation for Christ
consciousness I am supporting Christ anchoring of Christ consciousness that’s
great see it’s a metaphor so when people even think or say it I’m supporting the
foundation for Christ consciousness or I’m supporting you know Michael Mayer
dad’s ministry but what is the ministry it’s about Christ consciousness so
you’re supporting me or the Christ consciousness and I’m supporting Christ
consciousness so it all funnels towards supporting the the teachings of Christ
consciousness and I think that’s pretty cool you know instead of you know just
some organization that’s trying to grow and it’s trying to you know establish
buildings and centers throughout the world and you know so much of that’s not
authentic guys and I would never want to be part of that so you know what we you
know what we receive from you in any form in prayer and whatever is we just
share it it helps us grow yes but we share it
I have no ambitions whatsoever to to have 10 centers and have students of
mine becoming indoctrinated into that and naming the center after me and you
know if the people are lucky I will bestow a visit upon them you know and to
show up in a you know white robe and they kiss my hand as I walk in you know
it’s not at all my thing you know and it shouldn’t be anybody’s thing you know
even Jesus says in A Course in Miracles never be in awe of a person be in awe of
God but never a person you can respect a teacher respect them thank them thank
them in any way you want any way you can but thank you thank you so much for what
you’re doing and you guys are very gracious about that so thanks for that
you know and see how I’m even thanking you for thanking me it’s it’s not just a
silly wording there when you see something to appreciate give thanks for
it and you know I share what I can you know what I receive financially I
share with others in a way that is you know guided when I receive Thanksgiving
you know from you guys when I ever thinking save thanks it it lifts my
heart a bit and then I feel better and I’m you know going to be better and more
sustained in the work I’m doing so what you see if you like it you’re actually
contributing to what you’re liking because you’re helping me to be in a
better space to be doing what I do and so on and so on and so on you know but
again remember guys the you know God Herod Wow visions that’s all great and
it is great but it dies there it ends there if you do nothing more with it
next you know that vision I was having in my upper mind in my hopper head
symbolically up in the heavens oh I breathe it in and I call it into my
heart oh my god I’m becoming it more that’s so cool literally I visualize it
happening wow this is so cool I visualize it I get it I call this
starting the day with God watch videos that I’ve done some are for paved some
are for free but starting the day with God having a God day these kinds of
talks where I talk about you know calling in the presence of God in my
Course in Miracles book there’s an you know up section there um this exercise
starting the day with God my healing the heart and soul book still has a piece
about how to start the day with God because that’s so essential start and
end the day with God so I don’t just open up to God in my prayers meditations
whatever I then imagine breathing it and calling it down into my heart and soul
calling it into my being oh thank you God and it could end that too could end
right there thank you God I now feel your presence oh I feel so much better
than all those other jerks on the planet that are as good as me see that still
misses it it’s like there it is and I call it in and then humbly how can I
take this the Buddhist says the 12-stepper says how can I take this and
walk it into my life how can I walk this into my life there’s something called
walking meditations and so many people do it
and they think they’re supposed to just be walking around oh you know I am
walking doing a walking meditation oh my god human beings it was always a
metaphor for walking the talk you know so they’re still not walking the talk is
shut up man I’m doing my walking meditation they don’t get it you know
it’s like the people that annoy you are the people you’re supposed to walk the
meditation into that relationship anyway don’t get me started so back to the
point you know living it and Wow how can I be truly helpful today oh my god I
feel your presence in the form of love and abundance peace and happiness peace
and joy and then we call it and fill it feel it feel it then live it and when
you live it it means I got I just feel happier and more excited I feel more
energized or whatever you might still have an ailment but something still
carries you a little more today you remember to be more grateful you
remember to smile more you can be in severe pain but you’re still smiling and
fine I don’t mean fake smiling there’s still something to smile about and you
know you know bemoan your every ache and so forth you you know you say god how
can i still be helpful today you don’t deny your eggs you still one way you can
be helpful is get a massage and not just go I deserve one entitlement is not
living the life instead you’d say you know taking care of myself is probably a
really beautiful thing then do it alright so you care for yourself and you
care for others more and differently more authentically more deeply and more
thoroughly so you say how can I be helpful wow I got a bonus at work
whatever let’s say you got a few grand you know wow don’t just how can I keep
that Wow on my way home when I cashed that check
I think I’m gonna see what spirit might guide me to do it might guide me to oh I
stopped it you know the store to get something and I just give 20 bucks to
the clerk or I stopped at a restaurant and I give 20 bucks to the you know
server waiter you know waitress why not you know you
just you see whatever I have comes from what I am even if I have an
annoying life it’s coming from bits of my ego that think I’m annoying or bad
person and I need to heal those untrue parts of my beliefs but what I have
comes from what I believe inside and what I believe is a choice I can believe
that I’m more deserving so once I create that I’m more deserving and I get more
why would I not want to celebrate that God when I picture you know hey I’ll win
the lottery I don’t I don’t think oh god if I win the lottery I’m gonna you know
Morocco or whatever I don’t know you know you know people still go there but
you know that all the prestigious places off to Vegas or your you know New York
heck no first I think of people I don’t think of what I’m gonna do for me I
think of people how can I be helpful jeez I probably be able to afford this
for that more for people help somebody with this or that doesn’t mean I would
let myself be used but it’s more like how can I be helpful the last thing I
would do is some self you know aggrandize Madrid Iseman some sort of
self inflated trip I’m gonna go and live it up you know party-hearty the last
places I would go with B cities like that I have no interest in cities in
general but at least of all big cities that are glitzy you know instead it
would be I wonder you know depending on how much if I hadn’t you know Mega
Millions maybe I would put together more some some really true and deep spiritual
movies not the ones where the talking heads are constantly you know telling
you how great they are and all that I would want to put together some really
deep movie presentations if that were one of the outlets I wanted to do it
could be supporting musicians that are spiritual oriented or it depends on how
much it could be creating Eden Shire the the retreat that I envisioned one day
and like I said if it’s not me somebody’s gonna create it because it is
organic to bringing heaven to earth Eden Shire there’s a website for that if you
want to check that out or support it in some way we’d appreciate it right but
Eden Shire or if I only have hundreds I’m gonna still
give some if I have tens I’m gonna give some if I have thousands whatever I
receive I share you’re supposed to it’s called tithing but you’re not supposed
to do it out of having to do it you’re supposed to do it because it’s real you
get it it really should come from a place of I totally get it
when I share it means I can afford to share and that’s a great affirmation
because then more comes to me then I share more so it’s quite cool you know
so that last step guys living it living the life not living it up you know that
a ego sense living the life and it doesn’t mean the opposite of living it
up like oh I have to give everything away shave my head and be in poverty you
know you know celibate a little bit no no you can thrive you can be prosperous
I mean if God is abundant I don’t mean financial I mean if God is an abundant
consciousness how could it be restricted or limited in its form in my life it’s
okay for me to be abundant but abundance means God says I am and let there be
light so God says I am light and I’m creating more light God gave and created
more of itself it didn’t say I’m this and you’re not so if I’m truly spiritual
I should be giving spirituality to people which I do my as Michael if I’m
loving I should be guilty giving love if I am caring give care care for self and
for others that’s an expression of God on earth being this whole thing I’m
describing being means when you see me you see the father is the way Jesus put
it when you see me you’re seeing God as fully manifested as is possible through
me in this moment and it’s amazing you know you don’t see any selfishness you
see a divine self coming through you see someone who’s capable of saying I seek
peace therefore I’ll call upon it absorb it and share it with you and now it has
its mind this is why a corsa miracle says you only receive what you share
what it means is you receive it from God yes but it only becomes
incurred in when you live it when you when you gave it when you applied it
without application everything is in vain honestly without application
everything is in vain application while we have an applicable world a
three-dimensional world you need three-dimensional actions you know and
we all slip but you know can you make up for it you know I saw somebody at a
store once and they were being obnoxious you know and and this is a while back
and they were being obnoxious and so a couple people in that store were you
know these people looked like they were trying to cut in front of them in line
or something and so the other people were offended they were looking at me
like can you believe these people this husband and wife you know and so what I
did was I took an action that I felt they were calling me to do the people
were calling me to do because that seems reasonable so I took action and just
said hi guys you know I was loving and tactful that’s good you know to say hey
guys you know yeah it’s good to report that you know that even in this I was
centered about it you know these folks you know I said you know you have to go
get in the back of the line you know I was being loving attack what they got
they got ticked off who are you you know who do you think you are we’re not we’re
gonna stand wherever we want and blah blah blah and they got all ticked off oh
okay so I said whatever get in the back of
the line they rear it up so they you know in me I felt okay rear up that
doesn’t mean I’m off-center because sometimes you do that because it
coming from Center so that you can make a point that needs to be made sometimes
that’s important like it’s called boundaries but whether it was completely
spiritually centered or not isn’t the point believe it or not and nor is it
the moral of the story at the end of the day since I’m talking about in this
third part living this and applying this at the end of the day when it was done
thought never see them again or whatever I mean didn’t matter I did what I could
do at the moment and that was that but I did see them again now it wasn’t the
people looking at me like help us these these people are getting
cutting in like can you help us and I did the right thing for that moment now
they’re not there I’m not being called by people in need now I have a different
calling God’s saying now would you like to do my will to you
did those people’s will good job thank you
now what about there my will and I said cool hey there
that guy’s are you doing remember me oh yeah they were a little nervous about it
and I said listen I just wanted to apologize for you know coming if I came
across too strong or whatever and and they did the initial you know the things
some humans some humans will just say kiss off get lost we hate you but some
will do the opposite oh it was okay we understood and I said no no no no I said
no really I said that some of the folks were acting nervous and they didn’t know
what was going on and so I was sort of trying to support them but I if I came
across to this in other words even though I didn’t I don’t and didn’t
believe that I did anything wrong it doesn’t matter in this moment the most
right thing to bridge and bring love to these people was to apologize it doesn’t
matter what I was apologizing for because it was a way of bringing the
presence of God into the moment if God would have called for something else I
would have tried to do something else but in that moment those folks
apparently God’s knowing said those folks what would help them would be an
apology for some reason and okay no it’s not no problem don’t do apologies when
it would cause you were the other people harm which sometimes it can it can boost
a person’s ego it could make them oh you know see I was right you were wrong you
know that’s not gonna be helpful it’s more like just it’s called bridging love
man it’s bridging so to finish that it’s kind of funny because I’ve seen them
then a couple times since then they’re sweet as pie to me and even occasionally
asking the thought you know sharing a thought opinion you know or whatever
asking the question not knowing who I am remember they don’t know why this is
just strangers in historic now the end is that I saw the begin at a store same
stores situation kind of thing but because
there’s only like one or two places I’ve even shopped at argon to in in the
Sedona region it’s kind of funny to say that but there’s only one or two and so
I went you know and they were there and the guy forgot his money so you know
he’s like oh my god and I go well let me give you some money
oh no that’s okay no no it’s a great you know what do you need ten twenty thirty
you know you know see if these are people that are bad you don’t trust him
you don’t get the money back and everybody’s angry don’t be attached if
you are guided to be helpful help and stay on attached to it if you’re gonna
stay attached to it then you better be careful because you’re gonna likely set
it up for sabotage and upset about it so I just said thanks guys you know hear it
and lent him the money and just today and I’m just realizing it as I was
telling the story that this was gonna have a cooler ending even than what I
thought it was just uh whatever six eight hours ago I saw them and walked up
to him hey guys you know I was just minding my own business he goes here and
and I looked at it for a second I’m wondering what he was doing oh he was
paying me back to $20 you know so that’s how it can be live the life be the
presence of God – the best way you can and I’m not talking about being a
doormat if you know me you know I’m not like you
know just sit and you know say hello beloved and you know and then have them
stomp on your foot you know it’s I’m not saying that you guys know that I’m like
hey sometimes what you say is yes absolutely
other times you go no that doesn’t work for me you you stay and you hold your
Center and you you if your Center is love and self-worth then you live that
and love and self-worth today says let me lend you some money love and
self-worth tomorrow says not a chance if that’s what is the greatest good for
your learning or their learning or both then you say yes or no accordingly
spirit knows just which lessons to do at any given time just like I can sit and
break into a talk about anything that I need given time spirit can guide us it’s
just a matter of learning to be humble and learning to trust even if I don’t
know whether the zingers and spirit does know so I just do my
best to stay in that zone and get guided to know which to do at which time and
it’s not a matter of never slipping it’s a matter of when you do slip because you
will when you slip forgive yourself and bounce back when others slip forgive
them and bounce back hopefully this has made sense peace be with all of you bye
bye

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